ggggggrrrrrrrrrr

I cannot bring myself to sleep. I had too much shit today
and i have a crit on upcoming monday. im so fucked.

i hope him there when i come tomorrow.
why am i getting so desparate? i am hating myself for it really.

the full moon today, i mean tonight was so big and brilliantly bright i almost got scared.
now the moon nor the sun are nowhere to be seen i better go to sleep may my sweet dreams come true. (i think the time of reading brokeback mountain has come again. cant quite quit thinking about it lately.)