Im practically living in the studio these days (but the things are not getting done). shit, i get distracted too much thats why. it feels really good to be in it though. Its really big and feels warm, safe, cosy etc. My second home.
lately, im thinking that i dont think at all about things. well, maybe i do, but not deep enough. so i try to think, think think deeply enough that im satisfied with some kind of an answer.
The thing is, whenever i try to think of something I do not know what to. What is wrong with me? has my brain turned into a piece of rock because i have not used it for so long?
yesterday, i was asked if i was a lesbian.(lol) what did i say?.. hmm, i think i said no, but, i dont think she believed it, she said 'i will be your friend even if you are a lesbian.' .................푸하하하하ㅏ하하하하하하하하하하하하. i didnt know whether i should thank her or not.
The truth is, i dont even know what i am. but i wouldnt doubt that that i somethimes get this urge to go out with a girl. However, i like boys too much (as well as females!) too be a lesbian. umm, it doesnt really matter what i am though if i were to be sorted, id say im probably bi-. (but girls, dont be afraid, i wont bite you :D )
take me to another place
미친짓 좀 해봤어. 해보고싶었어. 미쳤다고 하겠지? 그래 난 정말 미쳤는지도 몰라.
외설은 외설이라서 외설이라고 불리는 걸까, 외설이라고 불리워서 외설인걸까.
나는 미쳐서 미쳤다고 하는걸까, 미쳤다고해서 미친걸까.
내가 생각하기엔 진실은 후자거든.
하지만, 정말로 truly 너의 의견 따위 나는 상관하지 않아.
너따위, 닥쳐.
thank you very much, i really appreciate that!
외설은 외설이라서 외설이라고 불리는 걸까, 외설이라고 불리워서 외설인걸까.
나는 미쳐서 미쳤다고 하는걸까, 미쳤다고해서 미친걸까.
내가 생각하기엔 진실은 후자거든.
하지만, 정말로 truly 너의 의견 따위 나는 상관하지 않아.
너따위, 닥쳐.
thank you very much, i really appreciate that!
this is how i feel
